It gains a brutal ascendancy over you. [fact]
You must be able to loop back on yourself, and to be able to arrange the elements of which your story consists in an order that is entirely flexible. In the end you must make a decision, but why not postpone it till the last possible point? Because once you have made the commitment, what you have written starts to look right. It gains a brutal ascendancy over you.
Hilary Mantel, A Memoir of My Former Self-…, loc. 1078