She reorders the evidence to justify desire. [fact]
When she tries to determine in her own mind whether the man is handsome or ugly, she writes, "All I know is that he had blue eyes, blond hair, and a light skin, and that I loved him." It is not difficult to see that a rearrangement of these elements in their proper hierarchy would produce something of this order: "I loved him because he had blue eyes, blond hair, and a light skin."
Frantz Fanon, Constance Farrington, Black skin, white masks, loc. 160